235 Reticence

235_Reticence

Peace and love are constructs of our mind responding to our immediate and distant environments, based on a back-dated history that dictates to us, a pre-requisite evolution chained in fighting oneself to survive depression, manic episodes, and bad luck. This is all made within a Universe of a room, to a city to an actual universe we can hardly fathom being apart of except when the night sky reveals the stars, otherwise we are only left with a relative distant sun and moon seen by the speed of light. The Creator endeavoured for us to be made as perfect, and our challenges are to always be more than we were before, hence the back dating. The Creator also set us up with a bigger challenge to be self-sufficient and survive on this planet by making anew methods of building, transport, and trade, all in the vein of a God.

To find strength of order takes to deconstruct what we see, feel, and hear and to give it a tangible mark towards history, why our minds are steeped in the continuum of time, and to put back, where something is newly born, or similarly demolished, something better than before. Modernity is rather nice and something we must all come to terms with, that it’s not only aesthetic but also functional as a form of declutter, hence the deconstruction of the past. If you are to take that deconstruction to another level, it may become literal but, that is not its essence, as far as simplicity is often the precursor to an inborn traumatic complexity, yet the whole, digs for simple as simple and complex as complex.

The locality is not so much a Universality, but a sufficiency for us to make our domestic lives, as simple as possible, and to allow us to make token of our skills and labour, so as we can provide for a brooding family. Before we get that far, we may like to date our lives as those times that were good, those times of poison and those times of indifference, to encompass when to stop flowing with that static energy, and to get to grips with real life and its responsibilities. For our vision of the World will have to be reinterpreted with children on board, as a sacrifice to their needs, yet similarly as they grow up, to be big and strong, to give the lessons of our own mistakes for the blood line runs deep as to habitual wrongs picked up in our nurture, and our ideals picked up in our nature.

Patience and performance allow us to give and receive, so community must be at its best to discuss the day, again our past, and to bring future premise to our present minds, as an exciting expedition. This is how we control our status and salvage ourselves from death, to keep on moving on, but not to feel greed or gluttony over what we have against another. Mentoring allows this aspect to mellow in our lives, as if we were making our future prerogatives in a similar light to friends and family, and that grounding, makes us well, calm and loved. The memory can at times avoid itself, when these celebratory times of community, come to an end at the end of the day, and we slope into our night gown and feel for more upset, sometimes competitively, and sometimes because life is a lonely place. So, we can apply what we have learnt from each other and use it constructively.

To remain reticent in our accusations and head bound resistance we can always remember the smaller and larger achievements to bear grace and fun-loving times, never letting go of the beauty of those days. And then we can be complex or simple in our attitudes towards mother natures guidance for why we are here, and not still back there. It’s a lifetime of resolve, for those who don’t catch up fast enough and it’s a retreat for those highly strung on self-criticism and dogmatic persecution also done in vain of oneself. Sometimes it is just childhood, but, that was a good time, so, only those seeking attention can claim it was that dogged.

Our complex whole, shows us simply we must be reticent in expressing ourselves as a virtue of purely our history and therefore to remain calm. Chaos is for the classroom, to understand the dynamic of old techniques, and then to make way of a new application in life, to really achieve. To become the Micro-elite in each skill or craft. And this will set us up for a life of purity, healthy consumption, wealth, and wisdom. Loving an activity is the answer to make life real again.

Thanks be to God,

Love AB x